Happy Gobble Gobble Day!

Okay so 19 hasn't apologized and I think that's it's sad that I can honestly say I'm not surprised. I still love (pancake) him. Can you say 'pathetic'? Eeny-whoo.... I'm going to Virginia at 5 a.m. WAY AWESOME!!!!!! I can't WAIT to see my cousins (who aren't really my cousins and that's why one like(d) or (s) me (soooooooo not sure) wellz yeah. HAPPY GOBBLE GOBBLE DAY!!!!

I love you, Sis.

This is for one person: Valerie. She's been there for me since both our lives have taken a turn for the worst. We like the same guy (code name 19) and we believe in chicks over dicks but now your trying to cut a part of your heart out and let me tell you. It'll only make it worse. I know, I've tried. Don't do that to yourself. Thanks for helping me and thank you for being you. Remember, Don't completely forget Sean. I love you like a sister too. Forever and Always.

My life spiraled out of control, knocked me off a cliff and right into Hell.

Okay so thanks to my awesome but under appreciated friend, the boy I like (and my bestest friend too) will be apologizing to us for being a dick the past few.....uhhhh.... well it's been a while and that's way awesome. But my friend and I have agreed. Chicks over dicks. =) We have also decided that since what's going on is sooooooo cliche, that we need a conflict just like every other story. Ours is PERSON VS. FATE. Yup. I can soooooooo buy that. Well comment on anything you want me to rant about, talk about, etc. Not that anyone reads it but whatever.

Also, my friend (the bestest one) Valerie made a blog a few minutes ago. Here's the link.

vjlc-smiles.blogspot.com/

Sorry....again.....

Okay so I haven't posted in a L-O-N-G time and yes I know that NO ONE reads this but whatever. So I seem to have lots of boy issues but that's not my immediate problem...well, it is but I don't want it to be so my NEW immediate problem is that I can't sleep. I mean I never have. I listen to my music and stuff but it's starting to take a toll on me. I can't think straight and I almost told the boy I like that I'm in love with him. See? I am a hopeless lovestruck puppy. Not to mention the fact that I'm the one who said that love is a bunch of BS. God am I a hypocrite or what? I just finished my homework. I had so much I feel nauseous. I hate life. On that happy note, goodnight and sweet dreams.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X9_k4xy2uPg

Pissed

Heyyy!! You remember that last post I put up. About me liking Ely? Well, that"s all over. After a racist comment. (He called me a "chink" and "squinty" cuz I was celebrating my heritage -.-)
I now say "What the hell did I see in you?!" Yes, yes. Many people were right about him. Oh well.
Live and learn right? All I know is that I didn't shed a single tear. Actually, I was so mad I think (I'm not sure it's all kind of a blur) I erased him off of my contacts list, blocked him on everything I own and I showered cuz I felt gross after talking to him. >.< Also I stayed up all night listening to my music. (I usually do though so what ever) Well I'm gonna post a song perfect for my feelings. (Okay not really but close enough)
But you know what I'm gonna be over it soon, because I don't care about things or people that don't matter.
So I really hope your reading this!!!!

Tears

My best friend Ely
(and crush for 2 years now) has been transferred. I hate my school they are all evil!!!!!!! But they don't kick John Culkin out for taking drugs. WTF!!!!! I hate them I hate them I HATE THEM!!!!!!!!!!!!! To top it off, John Culkin is his best friend and he is the one who got him expelled. He is a no-good, lying, selfish, good for nothing,lazy, stupid, backstabbing jerk. He can go to hell for all I care. Imma cry now. I'll post again, just not any time soon. Bye.