Happy Gobble Gobble Day!

Okay so 19 hasn't apologized and I think that's it's sad that I can honestly say I'm not surprised. I still love (pancake) him. Can you say 'pathetic'? Eeny-whoo.... I'm going to Virginia at 5 a.m. WAY AWESOME!!!!!! I can't WAIT to see my cousins (who aren't really my cousins and that's why one like(d) or (s) me (soooooooo not sure) wellz yeah. HAPPY GOBBLE GOBBLE DAY!!!!

I love you, Sis.

This is for one person: Valerie. She's been there for me since both our lives have taken a turn for the worst. We like the same guy (code name 19) and we believe in chicks over dicks but now your trying to cut a part of your heart out and let me tell you. It'll only make it worse. I know, I've tried. Don't do that to yourself. Thanks for helping me and thank you for being you. Remember, Don't completely forget Sean. I love you like a sister too. Forever and Always.

My life spiraled out of control, knocked me off a cliff and right into Hell.

Okay so thanks to my awesome but under appreciated friend, the boy I like (and my bestest friend too) will be apologizing to us for being a dick the past few.....uhhhh.... well it's been a while and that's way awesome. But my friend and I have agreed. Chicks over dicks. =) We have also decided that since what's going on is sooooooo cliche, that we need a conflict just like every other story. Ours is PERSON VS. FATE. Yup. I can soooooooo buy that. Well comment on anything you want me to rant about, talk about, etc. Not that anyone reads it but whatever.

Also, my friend (the bestest one) Valerie made a blog a few minutes ago. Here's the link.

vjlc-smiles.blogspot.com/

Sorry....again.....

Okay so I haven't posted in a L-O-N-G time and yes I know that NO ONE reads this but whatever. So I seem to have lots of boy issues but that's not my immediate problem...well, it is but I don't want it to be so my NEW immediate problem is that I can't sleep. I mean I never have. I listen to my music and stuff but it's starting to take a toll on me. I can't think straight and I almost told the boy I like that I'm in love with him. See? I am a hopeless lovestruck puppy. Not to mention the fact that I'm the one who said that love is a bunch of BS. God am I a hypocrite or what? I just finished my homework. I had so much I feel nauseous. I hate life. On that happy note, goodnight and sweet dreams.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X9_k4xy2uPg

Pissed

Heyyy!! You remember that last post I put up. About me liking Ely? Well, that"s all over. After a racist comment. (He called me a "chink" and "squinty" cuz I was celebrating my heritage -.-)
I now say "What the hell did I see in you?!" Yes, yes. Many people were right about him. Oh well.
Live and learn right? All I know is that I didn't shed a single tear. Actually, I was so mad I think (I'm not sure it's all kind of a blur) I erased him off of my contacts list, blocked him on everything I own and I showered cuz I felt gross after talking to him. >.< Also I stayed up all night listening to my music. (I usually do though so what ever) Well I'm gonna post a song perfect for my feelings. (Okay not really but close enough)
But you know what I'm gonna be over it soon, because I don't care about things or people that don't matter.
So I really hope your reading this!!!!

Tears

My best friend Ely
(and crush for 2 years now) has been transferred. I hate my school they are all evil!!!!!!! But they don't kick John Culkin out for taking drugs. WTF!!!!! I hate them I hate them I HATE THEM!!!!!!!!!!!!! To top it off, John Culkin is his best friend and he is the one who got him expelled. He is a no-good, lying, selfish, good for nothing,lazy, stupid, backstabbing jerk. He can go to hell for all I care. Imma cry now. I'll post again, just not any time soon. Bye.

WOOOOOOO!!!!

Oh my god. Guess what. I. AM. IN. FLORIDA!!!!!!!!!!!! With my cousins. Not Ashley. My Spanish cousins. I am not allowed (for fear of becoming a human punching bag) to mention any names. Sooooooo hear we are, getting ready to go to........... SEA WORLD!!!!!!!!! Soooooooooooo excited. Well, I got to goooo sooooo biiiiiii!!!!!!!!! =] (haha I like making words
l o n g e r. [Teehee] )

TURKEY DAY!!!!!!!!!

Guess what everybody!? It's Turkey Day!! (Better known as Gobble Gobble. Hehe. Thanksgiving)
Sooooooo I don't really know what to say. That's really all I got...... ^.^ Haha!!! Funny turkey!!!! =]

My Uncle

I'm sorry that I haven't posted in a while. It's just that my Uncle Andy has passed away you may have already known that if you read ishishthingy.blogspot.com . Yes, the two of us are related. It's very painful and hard to deal with, but I just wanted to say that I will forever and always love him. He was the best father, husband and uncle anyone could ever have. He always put himself last, whether he knew you or not. He would listen to your problems. Sometimes I cry myself to sleep, but then I remember that he is in a better place now. I wrote a poem for him at the funeral. I shared it with my family and friends. Now, I will share it with you.

Uncle Andy
Loving, caring
Kind, sweet-hearted
Will be missed dearly
Doves swooped down
When his time came
Leading angels aplenty
A helping hand
A smooth silk tug
Then on his way to paradise
Standing at the edge of light
Waiting for his loved ones
Oh uncle Andy
Why so soon
Couldn't you stay a bit longer?
The heart ache you left
The love we shall keep
Watch us go on
One day the angels
Shall swooped down beside us
And one by one whisk us away
Then you'll be together
Sitting right there beside her
And watch your A.C.T.
Head on there way.

A.C.T. His children
s o y
h u l
l r e
e t r
y n
e
y

We all love you and we will miss you. Forever and always.